I’ve been so depressed today. I could barely make myself get out of bed this morning. Almost cried every few minutes while I was out. I have no motivation to finish these dresses. I love my dress and I don’t even want to look at it. Everything on jesaicas dress is going wrong because I’m rushing it. I don’t want to look at or bother with ether of them.
I dont want to sew, I dont want to shower, I don’t want to move, I don’t want to think.
I want to die.
For the first time in a long time I literally want to die.
I want to be alone in a dark place to breath and turn my brain off.
I wish I wasn’t such a fuck up.


~ by lizzardspit on May 31, 2013.

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