5-9-13

Fuck.
I’ve run off anyone who could be bothered to give a shit about me yet again.
Good job Elizabeth.

Pain is pulsing through my arm. It’s quite awful really. But I’ve no one to talk to. She won’t text me back because I’ve made her mad yet again. The other I just told to fuck herself and she’s done stopping me from running away. No surprise there.
What am I going to do with myself. I can’t even hold down a decent fuck buddie. Not that we’ve even been having sex lately. Seeing as I still can’t. Probably should go to the doctor. But then I should probably also be taking my meds. I’m a mess..
No matter how much I pretend I am a mess. But I can’t, I won’t, let anyone in to help me.
Not again.

Fuck.
Now my head is going to explode. My body is falling apart.

Fuck….

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~ by lizzardspit on May 10, 2013.

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