3/3/13

Fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Don’t cry. You need to sleep no crying.
She has a life. She doesn’t need you.
So stop. Breath. Try to keep it together.

I just can’t help but think about that ring in the cabinet.
It should be on her finger.
You should be by her side.
I can’t help but thing about my mistakes.
Not just the big obvious ones. But the small things.
Why didn’t you hold her hand here or kiss her there.
Why didn’t you get over yourself.
Why couldn’t you be what you can be.
Why weren’t you what she needed when you knew, you KNOW what you should be. You know what you can be, what you ARE!
Why!!!
Why didnt you do what you know you should!
God Damnit Elizabeth.
Why….

Why do I miss her so much..
Why must I love her like this..
It hurts so much.

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~ by lizzardspit on March 4, 2013.

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