Everything just fucking sucks.
I don’t have a bad fucking life. Yes my parents hate each other, my mother is a crazy bitch, my body hurts, and my brothers get on my damn nerves. But I’m not that bad off. I cope. I deal. I get over it.
So why does everything feel like it’s just falling apart!
I don’t understand. How is someone with such a normal, decent life become so depressed and lonely.
How does someone like me end up like this.
I don’t want to be sad all the fucking time! I do not want my body to hurt. I want to sleep decently for one fucking night.
I don’t understand this.
I do not fucking understand.
lizzardspit 