I’m craving affection so awfuly tonight.

All day all I’ve wanted is someone to lay in bed with me and talk. That’s all I want. I just need that intimacy. I crave the feeling and the affection. I need it all.
It’s awful. That yearning is worse than anything else.
It hurts more than anything else.
And I’m scared that I’ll fall for the first person who will show me the smallest bit of affection.
I can not do that.
I will not fall for anyone.
I’m just not doing it.
Not again.
It’s all bullshit.

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~ by lizzardspit on April 17, 2012.

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