I shouldn’t be doing this to myself.

I know I shouldn’t be letting myself feel like this. But how can I help it. You’re just so .. idk. Magnetic maybe. That would be a suitable word for you. This is all going to hurt like fuck when I leave. God is it going to hurt. Not like last time I hope. It might be worse…. Because I won’t get what I got last time. None of that. Not in this setting. It just can’t happen. God I don’t know.
I doubt you even read this. So why does any of this matter.
God damnit why did I do this.
This was not a good Idea.

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~ by lizzardspit on April 1, 2012.

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