just some thoughts.

I miss you. Can I miss you? Is that ok? It’s been so long. We barely talk. I, I don’t know how to talk to you any more. I love you. But do I really love you? Or is it just the left over from what we had before? From what we had together when we couldn’t have anything. Why was everything great then? At such an awful time. Why. Is it so hard to just be happy like that. God we were so happy. Or I was at least. Happier than I’d ever been.

Or is it that I feel this way because I’m lonely. Is it all coming up now because I’ve no one, or is it real and I was just suppressing it because I had her to distract me? I can’t really tell to be completely honest.

I don’t have anything else to say right now.


~ by lizzardspit on February 24, 2012.

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